today is my birthday. i'm 21.
but it scares me. I am about to start my senior year of college.
but in so many ways I still feel like a little girl.
I have had to start thinking about life after graduation and what that will entail.
it is all so overwhelming. and i wish my grandmother was here to see it all unfold.
she would know what to say to calm my nerves and make me feel like everything is going to be alright. no matter what happens.
but i guess i just to need to look to God, and ask him to help me feel his presence and hers in my life always, this year especially.